how do you go about picking up the threads of an old life?? So much of my life has been turned upside down. where i live, what i want, who i want to be and where i want to go with my life. no friends, no life left with only school to fill my time... a lonelyness sets in. i have writen many poems talking of lost and sorrow. yet why is it that when ever you need a friend...a hung...someone to care... that moment when you need it most, it is always the most illusive. as it is with many things, and even more so with things like love and happiness...the more you look for it, the more you pursue it the harder it is to find. yet, how much longer can i take these empty days? the emptyness between classes, getting there with 6-7 mins left before class starts...taking out some papers so it looks like I have something to do. what do i do? where do i turn? i emerse myself in makin friends, i learn new skills, yet at the end of the day i am left here...all alone with no one to talk to. no one to care for me. no one to dry my tears..."the greatest thing is to love and be loved in return..."